- Hes wounded!
The call heard over the tournamentgrounds.
- We need a healer, a cleric, someone, and we need it fast.
The Centurion was laying on the ground, his face covered with blood and mud. He opened one eye as much as he could, all he saw was fuzzy shapes and colors melting into eachother. He felt a hand against his cheek, brushing it lightly. He looked up and saw her, clearly, the only thing he could see clear was her. He tried to say her name but all that came out was a whisper; Noyana… He rose his hand to touch her, only to find out he didnt have the strength to rise it far enough. He closed his eyes and whispered her name again. Its been so long since he last said it, since he last heard it, heard her. Somewhere far in the distance he hears the voices of his men, standing around him, talking, words he cant understand.
- We need a healer, the Centurion…. Hes bleeding all over.
As people started to gather around, watching the limp body and the last chipping breaths, the heir of Silvermoon moved out of this life, the pheonix would never rise again. The Horde had lost another centurion to the spirits.

As the sun set over Sunstrider Isle, a slight breeze blew thru her hair. She looked at the horizon. The water seemed to never end. She griped the flower in her hand harder. A tear started to run down her cheek as she looked into the sun, watching the waves flow in over the beach. It seemed like minutes but it have to been hours, the sun dissappeared behind the horizon and the dark crawls up the beach. She lets out a sigh when time catches up with her, throws the flower down on the sand and turns away. With a fast pace she walks back to Silvermoon, her home. Whats lost is lost.

Since I switched guilds, I needed a new avatar, but I wanted to make something better

The deal is to have Jee and Jys portraits Armorylinks and the last bo be a link to this blog,

We´ll see what I can whip up :P

So… I dont know what to say, I hardly know what to do. I have no clue how to act.

Its been 2 months now, and it keeps spreading. I dont think I want to realize it but she is dying. They cant remove it since it keeps spreadig to so many places. Chemo starts next week.

I love you mom. Always.

My lionmane, my rock, my everything.

// S

So Jetzy went to the PTR as Ió, dont tell anyone! ^^

I found some cool things that I would like to share!

I found a small Raptorpet! Yay!

Then I did the Northrend childrensweek and got a cute but shy Oracle baby!

Then I had to go to Thunder Bluff to see all this hoohaa with the divingboard…

Mildly impressed…

I did become a little sad when I saw that My cooking hat is not epic :(

After that all I could comfty me with was a big cock!

And also… a bucket of fresh c(h)um…

I also got asked if I was premade a couple of times. Makes me feel guud inside ^^

Woho, I gotz it, its mine.

Thou people thought I was more of a nolifer then the dude who got 100000 HKs like 2 minutes after…..

Oh yeah and I picked up the green drake aswell

So I respecced Jetzy for the General Vexaz tries, the few I was in on before I decided to jump ship. I put some stupid specc to him just to get the Pursuit of Justice talent, wasnt really looking that much at the other stuff in the Retritree, I also fucked up on my Retrispecc when I did that by speccing too much into protection.

So Now I had 2 trees, not really satisfied with any of them, so I payed up 100g to respecc them on tuesday and thought, “Hey now theyre alright, lovely! ^^” Just to realize later that day that “Hey were getting free respeccs tomorrow….”

Sucks, Hai Blizz, I want refund!

Since I over the last month has been spending about 40k gold… Chopper 14k, Jees flying 7k, Squak Trinkets 10k, and some consumables, respeccs, guildbanks, blah blah for about 5k…

I really need to start mine again before I go broke

Moms surgery tomorrow, crossing my fingers for it to go more then well

I know I write alot about my Paladin and my wowlife on this blog, but sometimes real life catches me up and stuff just pile up…

Its now been a year since my father passed in Parkinsons and my grandmother passed in a heartfailure. Its been a rough year. To lose 2 very important persons in my life. My dad was always my superhero, he could not do anything wrong, thou I later realized he never did anything right when it came to me or my siblings. My father silently passed away on the last of February 2008, 56 years old.

My grandmother was the one that took care of me, she was always at our place after I got home from school. She made me food while mom was working, she  made my bed and teached me how to do laundry when I moved away from home. She made coffee for us every day at 4pm.  She passed away on the 24th of June 2008, a month before her 81st birthday.

Its been tough on me and my siblings and most of all on my mother. This is where its starting to fall apart now My mother has been the rock of my life for a very very long time. Shes been there whenever I needed her. Now its my turn to be there for her. My mother has been diagnosed with breastcancer in her right breast all the way up under her arm. The doctors say it will take her about a year before she fully recovers. My first instinct was “Im gonna be an orphan… Im gonna lose both my parents within 2 years…” and thats kinda what I still feel. I dont really know how to explain my feelings about it, the panicattacks that I had a year ago is comming back, more intense this time. I had one the other day, it all just fell apart, I couldnt breath, I couldnt do anything. I was just blanking out.

To be honest, I dont know what to do, I stand powerless over whatevers gonna happen within the next couple of months. I dont have the strenght it takes to keep it all floating, not right now, not until the chock of whats really going on has past. The trouble I have with dealing with my emotions are really visable now, I feel like my brickwall surounding me has fallen, My soul is broken. Nothing will ever be the same again… Never.

Ulduar got released, We went, we spanked the shit out of most bosses! ^^

Got my new Tier going aswell, Man I love tankingprio and that Palas dont share tokens with any other tankingclass ^^

Done about 30 somewhat raidinghours since wensday, the casual inside me is starting to make a stand for it beeing too much, but I really really enjoy it, Even if it might not show, I really try to do my best and In my opinion Ive gotten pretty far, held 10k TPS for 15 seconds on Thorim before he knocked me silly :(